I just really miss working and having a reason to get up in the morning. Not to mention the disposable income. Up until recently I was making a certain amount but half of its been cut off and now I’m lucky if I can pay my water bill and cel phone each month.
Been looking for work here but there isn’t a lot to be had. Plus all my experience is expired or something (cause everyone wants “recent” experience and my office and accounting and Customer service exp is all over 5 years old)?
So I’m just gloomy and really sunk in depression right now. I should just stick to art and taking photos of the dolls I do have but its looking more and more like I’ll have to maybe sell some, soon. So when I look at them that’s what I’m reminded of and it sucks. Also, art block.
So I could mention my dad who was going to lend me money but gives it all to my brother for golf and weed even though he HAS a job, but forgot this weekend. Or the fact that I’m terrified by BF will leave me because he has to pay for everything now, but why bore you?
Anyway, if I’m nothing but reblogs for a while, you know why.